I'm back! :D

"Seems to me we've lost track about what this game is supposed to be about, myself included. Now I want you to take this time and think about

why we're really out there. 'Till then no practice." - Coach Whitney Durham, OTH.

I seemed to have lost track of what writing was about. Writing was my way of letting the world know what I think, feel and dream. It was my way

helping someone I've never met; bond with someone miles away because I knew someone was out there facing the same problems as I was, someone who

could relate to my story, someone who could understand me.

And somewhere down the line, I seemed to have forgotten it. I had forgotten the very reason I started to write : It made me happy.

Have you ever woken up to feel like you don't have it in you anymore?

Let's say, you're your college's greatest orator. You love the stage and the crowd. Your confidence level is all high and you're never terrified of being criticized. But one day, you feel like you just can't do it.

My confidence level has been deteriorating over the past year. I don't know why or how, I just felt like I had lost it all.

Couldn't get my thoughts and feelings across. I feared of being judged and criticized.

I never really cared about what people thought of me. I always believed that it's better to do things and be judged than do nothing at all.

Like, participating in a race and losing is better than not participating at all.

But it had all faded away, and I was unaware of it.

And when I did realize, it killed me, knowing that I was wiling away my precious time.

I needed time off. I had to desperately miss reading, writing, gathering chunks of trivia, showing off that knowledge, winning,

the essence of success and most importantly, I had to miss being productive.

So I took off. And while I was checking my blog's incoming traffic and rereading my fans' (yeah, one can call 'em fans) messages, I realized that there were people who read my blog and appreciated it.

Thank you for reading.
I'm going to kick start blogging again.

Stay tuned. :)